aku memang tak hebat!

helo ICUs

at first i cam tak nmpk sgt ape gunenye blog ni to a person like me yg malas nak mengarang2...tapi sumthing happened bout half an hour ago and i teros rase cam nk muntahkan everything kat sini... as i said i tak reti sngt nk karang2 cite yg interesting tapi dis is just what i felt... ok, terus je kepada citenye..

a fren of mine perform kat satu show nih and dia upload gamba, and i'm proud of them because somehow show tu cam first-time la bg diorang..lebih kurang laa.. TAPI, xsampai half an hour later, ada sorg mamat ni (dia pny kawan la kot) komen kat pic tu saying kenape my fren ni ade wat salah and he also said nmpk sgt my fren ni xprepare..

...and i was like, wth dgn mamat ni tapi i tgk je la..not my fren pon kan.. and lepas tu, adela siket sesi balas2 komen antara my fren ni n lelaki itu. Nak pendekkan cite, lelaki itu cakap camni kat my fren..

"tu la ko..lom mendalami ilmu lg..ko duk uia kan..ape lg..cepat la pegi menuntut ilmu kat (adela he mentioned satu institusi pngajian muzik yg femes nih..cant mention here..kang nmpk sgt plak)"

lepas tu, xpasal2 he continued lg..

"takkan la aku taktaw pasal muzik ni..dh bape kali kat mktb aku asyik dak muzik je kene maen...jemu dh..."

and yeah i was pissed...i checked his profile later after that, and i ingatkan dia nih ade bachelor of music ke ape ke tapi xde plak maybe dia mmg dah ade talent semula jadi dalam music nih dat is why i think dia bleh cakap camtu kat org laen yg baru blaja...

Actually, i xfaham tau kenapa org lain nk merendah2kan org yg baru blaja or org yg xsehebat mana pon…suma manusia perlu hebat dlm satu jenis perkara je ke? Xkan…??

Rase cam nk maki je dat guy yg cakap camtu.. dude, my fren is a beginner laa..adoyai…

tapi I xdela rajin sgt nk gaduh2 ngan a stranger dalam web..

I was surprised, camni ke prangai SOME of people yg hebat dlm music? I pon xhebat, I admit I xhebat langsung playing the instrument and I mmg xhebat pon in music, I can’t even read music notes!! Tapi I bersyukur sbb dapat pegang and kenal music dgn lebih mendalam after I join ICU…

All I hope is give us org2 yg xhebat mcm u all a chance or space to learn by ourselves… ironically, I agree org2 yg hebat menjadi hebat because of an amazing effort they put to learn..but please, there are people in this world who need their own time and space to gain whut u could in just a short period of time..

Kinda boring story huh? Haha sorry..

Tetibe teringat kat satu show tu, I received a message from a fren (non-ICUs) after the show, he said, “nape hujung lagu tu cam lain macam je” and I was down at first coz I was wondering why people are looking for mistakes rather than enjoying the show??? Tapi, mmg I ada wat salah pon maybe sbb xcukup effort lah, xcukup training lah, xde kesungguhan lah mcm org2 sekeliling cakap (which is true pon) so I said to that fren of mine,

“hahaha tula pasal sorila, AKU MEMANG TAK HEBAT pon”

p/s: each person has their own way!! **asal cam emo je aku nih? huhuhu babai